Day 20. On finding yourself

I can't count the number of times I've had to find myself. I used to think it was a one-time deal. Like you find yourself, hallelujah! and then you are done. Period. Forever. I was wrong. Again. Finding yourself might not be a full-time job, but it certainly is a recurring pastime. The upside, however, is that it gets easier, it goes faster and it's like finding your favorite old baggy sweatshirt that was lost in a pile of discarded clothes. And I don't mean the the sweaty one, I'm talking about the clean yet comfy one, and you just are able relax, secure in the knowing that you are home again. I've found myself again. And it feels darn good.